Monday, September 16, 2013

RIP Paula

Posted by Norazo at 2:01 PM 1 comments
Happy Malaysia Day to all Malaysian! 

16 Sept will not only celebrated as Malaysia Day to me.. But it is also a mourning day Because a year ago our comrade was killed during water activity in Pekan during our courses.

whereas today a year later my dear friend beloved cat name Paula died of leukemia this morning. For most of the population they think its just a cat, but for pet lover like my buddy, her cat is like her on son! Indeed i also feel lost because paula (male birman cat) is a one giant cute handsomest cat ive ever behold. He is cute, he is sweet, and sometimes he did bite me but i take it as out of love. 

I have a chance looking after paula when my friend away. Not exactly looking after as in to take him to stay with me but merely just visiting him. But he is very cute and very active. Seeing paula sick a few days ago broke my heart because that was not the image of him i have in mind everytime i visit my friend's house. I cant imagine how my friend feel about her beloved paula departure in front of her this morning. I am so sorry my friend for not being there because i was sound asleep this morning. 

I hope paula for the best in heaven. RIP dear paula. Nuna will going to miss u dearly....

Friday, September 13, 2013


Posted by Norazo at 5:53 PM 0 comments
Often nowadays i look back in how i live my life..
I have a job,
I have a shelter,
I have a car,
I have some money for my expenses
Its something i can be proud of .. but...
when i look at things...
i feel like i dont accomplished anything
I am grateful for everything.. however...
I often think that i do the things i did just because i have to do it..
not because i love it.

its like an assignment during our university years,,
where you have to do it for the evaluation.. for grades..
i hate assignment... i hate deadline..
i wish i can do something which i love and i can put all my heart into..
but... i can't seem to find it...

i actually idolized the like of Yuna, Zee Avi, Sheila Amzah, Siti Nurhaliza..
and, my bias is Yuna..
she's a law student..
obviously enrolled in law course because she wish to become one..
she become a singer because its her passion


i wish i have an absolute passion..
which i can run into .. leave whatever i did now
and just immersed myself wholeheartedly into that passion...
make lots of money out of it..
However, passion without hard work is complete failure..
Passion with dreaming but doing nothing to reach it is bulls@#$ !!
Dreams and dreams and continuous dreams



I know i have a slight passion in linguistic
i love learning new words from different languages all over the world,
i love repeating one word in all different languages..
and i shout it out loud!
like i did last night..
should i turn into that? should i take a course?

Maybe, just maybe ...i put a little effort into it..
someday somehow i maybe become an even happy person..
Happier and Happiest...


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